Still Fits

Hannah can still fit in my lap and will climb up and put herself there any chance she can get.  Sometimes it's annoying.  Sometimes I wish I could just sit on the couch or a chair without another human sitting on top of me getting as comfortable as she can all the while I get more and more uncomfortable.  Sometimes I just want to stand up and go to the bathroom without having to remove a 60 pound mound of flesh.  Sometimes I just want to twirl my hair and surf the internet on my phone.  Sometimes I find myself telling her to get off or to leave me alone. And then sometimes I ask for her to hop up.  Sometimes I am calling for her to come and sit with me.  Sometimes I can't wait to get home from work so I can sit and cuddle up with my girls. 

I will never know when it's the last time.  So each time when she climbs up I try to remind myself that this could be it.  Soak it in.  I'll miss this someday.